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I cannot be myself outside these doors. I could but I would end up in jail. Probably in solitary. We have a culture of hating people that are good. People that are positive in fact all I do is mimic what I'm told is a perfect worker. If I was gonna be myself women would get slapped and dudes would get killed. Without these two occurrences happening when I am disgraced by individuals through verbal abuse or body language it causes the things I have locked up to come out. I would assume it causes depression and suicide but it effects everyone differently. For example. Normal guy walks up with rap playing over in his head about not giving a f*** and get money sees me not doing either of these in my daily routine. The reaction from this individual causes an instance of supremacy to occur. In which one male gets to feel superior and everything just click because mentality it does maybe spiritually. The problem is and I'm going off experience because I haven't seen complete truth from anyone is that I know how to establish dominance without doing so in the world. Where some think outer I think inner. So within days I can absorb thoughts of them into my muscles and recall different aspects about them. Thoughts and feelings are caused when something should had been done but I have been able to counteract that by absorbing the energy into my presence. I'm not certain but I think I'm able to absorb the fight in others. If they contact me. Satanic priest I get it.
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