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I'm contemplating doing it. Its not like anyone would miss me. My best friend has her girlfriend, my other best friend has her family, my mom has her son, my other friends have each other. Y'know, I think I might've figured out what these feelings are towards my best friend. Its not that i have a crush on her, it not that I want to be her girlfriend, and its not that I don't want her to have a girlfriend. I think I'm jealous that she has someone that loves her for who she is. Someone that's there for her when its 1 in the morning and she needs someone to talk to. She has the love of her life, and I don't. I'm not jealous of her girlfriend, I'm jealous of their love. Maybe if I end it all ill be able to find love in the afterlife. Death is supposed to take you to paradise. maybe if I end it ill get to paradise. maybe ill finally stop being jealous. maybe it'll finally stop hurting to live this life.
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You know I get where you're coming from I sometimes feel the same because pretty much everybody I knew ghosted me. But I've been through hell in this life and I'm not about to give up now and I hope you don't either. I have to believe there's a purpose for each and everyone of us as long as we're breathing. Idk if you're religious but having a relationship with God is a big help in this life. I've felt peace and love beyond comprehension before so it's there if you just seek Him out.
STEP ONE — ACKNOWLEDGE (To Admit, to be true or to exist) Admits you are a sinner/have sin inyour life. Romans: 3:23; Luke 18:33
STEP TWO — REPENT (To feel sorry for having done wrong and seek forgiveness. To feelsorry, regret something done in the past.) A turning away from sin, disobedience or rebellion and a turning back to God. A change of mind. True repentance is of Godly sorrow for sin — a act of turning aroundand going in the opposite direction. Luke 13; Acts 3:19
STEP THREE — CONFESS (To admit one’s guilt — take responsibility for your own life by acknowledging sin) Refreshing your life. I John 1:9; Romans 10:10
STEP FOUR — FORSAKE (To give up, leave alone, abandon) Putting aside those things in your life that will hinder your walk with Christ. Isaiah 55:7
STEP FIVE — BELIEVE (To place one’s trust in God’s truth, on who takes God at his work and trusts in him) Believers are those who have trusted God with all their will, heart and mind. John 3:16; Romans 10:9-10, I John 3:23
STEP SIX — RECEIVE (To take something offered to you, acceptance) Receiving all of the benefits offered by our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. John 1:12; Acts 17:11
Accepting Christ in your life is an extremely important task. We often feel we will give our lives to the Lord when we have “gotten ourselves together.” Do not worry about that. If you will confess with your mouth and believe in your heart that Jesus was crucified and raised from the dead for your sins, you will be saved. Do not be concerned about what your friends or family say, your salvation must be very important to you. There is also the misconception that once you are saved you must live a perfect life. We have all sinned and come short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23). You must remember, Jesus Christ was the only perfect man who walked this earth. When we error in judgment, we must ask for forgiveness and learn from our mistakes.
It is important that you unite with a church body that teaches the word of God. This is how spiritual growth takes place.
“For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God.” Romans 3:23
“While we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.” Romans 5:8
“We were buried with Him through baptism.” Romans 6:4
“Wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.” Psalm 51:7
“Grow in grace and in the knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ." 2 Peter 3:18
“Be faithful until death and I will give you a crown of life.” Revelations 2:10
And basically look up the sinners prayer . It's up to you I'm just trying to help you find peace
Replyi appreciate the response. Its been a while, but ive actually found some sort of peace. Ive found multiple gods, and theyve helped me through some hard times. I once had hynos present i believe, and every time i talked to him or his candle flickered in response to some music i played, it made me so happy. Hes not here with me anymore, but i knw that there are many other gods out there as well that i cant wait to try and work with in my lifetime. Im not completely healed, but my religion really helped me, thank you for your advice as well.
ReplyIf you don't love yourself you won't find love even in the afterlife because you wouldn't believe they love you back or you'll think you don't deserve them.
Love isn't supposed to be a "cure" because if you break up you'll get back to where you are now but worse and think negatively
Please don't do it
ReplyNo. See the thing is, you're living with this pain right now, and I get that pain, I was holding a bottle of pills in my hand 3 days ago and contemplating it, so I know that it hurts. Badly. But I also know that if you do it, all that pain will be transferred to them. Because even though they have other people, they still love you as well. Sure, the sun will still rise with you gone, the stars will still shine and the wind will still blow, but without you, the people who love you don't want it. They don't want to live without you. I know it's hard, and I know it sucks. So dam much. But please, please don't. If you think nobody loves you, I guarantee somebody does. Even if it's just me. I love you. And I love you for who you are, regardless of the mistakes you've made, regardless of what you look like or anything like that. You're a human being, and I love you for exactly who you are, no matter who that is.
Also, the afterlife isn't guaranteed. Love in the afterlife isn't guaranteed. But I can guarantee that love is here, in this world. In this life, you just have to stick around long enough to find it. Because one day somebody will know everything about you. They'll know your favorite movie, your favorite color, your nervous habits and your past. They'll know your family and your friends, and what your favorite animal is, They'll know all about the pain you've had to endure. And they will be so proud of you for making it to them. And they'll be so grateful that you survived long enough to meet you. Because they are going to love every little thing about you. I promise. So please don't go until you find them.
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