Day 1

I’ve always been failing and letting myself go. Because of my lack of confidence I’ve suffered a lot. I’ve been battling with depression and anxiety for a few years now and it is not the best feeling. I don’t wish it upon anyone. Because of this I’ve always seen myself as the victim, felt sorry for my self yet at the same time blamed myself for what is happening to my and my life. I’ve tried many times to change, to get up yet I’ve failed over and over again. Although it’s painful and hard doing small thing as even getting out of bed some days but it’s much more painful to stay there. And hope for things to change. I have accomplished much in life but I hope I don’t give on myself. I hope today is the start of a new me. I will promise to push myself and do the things that I’ve always given up on. I will promise not give up on myself.