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Hi, I am Mischief. I have PTSD from online bullying so..
I actually went to the video game that I never logged in for over a year that is the cause of my trauma and toxic forums too.
I went on and NO ONE really messaged me when they notice that I was gone. It was only like 2 people. Such a fool for thinking that my "friends" would care about me. What if I were to commit suicide or die by car accident? Probably still won't care.
Whatever, I was a shitty person back then. So I really became overwhelmed over this just because I am facing my one half of trauma and my anxieties were torturing me.
That's why I came here. I just want to get shock therapy to erase my trauma but I don't want to erase my memories that are good.
I know that I am a huge fucking piece of shit in the past. Maybe my PTSD is karma biting my brain.
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did u talk to camilla yet
ReplyDude, no. She never friend request me and not on Discord either so she still hates me.
Replyu didnt even try to reach to her so how u gonna know
ReplyIt's pointless. She hates my guts for what I did in the past. I just want to forget about her to move on but I can't.
Replyshe aint hold grudge that long smh
ReplyShe still ghosts me. 😔
ReplyI guess you should leave this gaming community. Don't think twice.
You're better off without it.
ReplyThanks man. I already left over a year ago and never came back but it is haunting me.
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