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I start doing piano lessons and i start slowly fall in love with my teacher, i haven't see so lovely girl in my life, and i dont thing i will see again. After some lessons (weeks) i ask her to take her out for dinner and she said "is not nice to go out with another guy when you have a boyfriend" i say is a lucky guy and goodnight. I wright her the next day for when we gonna do lesson again and one question about piano and she didn't read my message. Then i understand i will not see her again, i thought see gonna ignore but after 6 days, the day before we do lesson, she wright me a kind message and with a few word she said "we gonna stop doing lessons for personal reasons" and she block me... i wright her "how you want" but i dont think she read it... i was very nice to her, i didnt do nothing wrong, but i didnt expect to lose her as a teacher, she was near my home and the cheapest one. So i am alone, for very long time now im 21 without friends, i drink beers everyday to pass my time, i go out sometimes, walking or doing something, of course i cant take her out my head but it didnt hurt me so much as i expected to and thats what i think about, i start get used to getting hurt or because i didnt know her so good or because i think see was to good for me. Listening music and getting drunk is my life now, i still cant believe she "delete me" like that. Why i wrighting this i think... what you gonna tell me. Nothing useful, nothing witch will help... I dont want just one girl or some fake friends, i looking for a girl witch a will never found or friends, girl i find but afourcualy she had a boyfriend or she dont like me, i feel like i didnt something bad too even if know i didnt the way she just "delete me"... I just wanted to say it to someone, thanks for reading.
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You will find someone else. Please do other things as well as drinking and listening to music. Too much drinking will be bad for you.
Replyi have nothing else to do, i drink max 5 beers
ReplyYou might wanna stop drinking before it becomes a problem. There are better things in life. Atleast cut down on the alcohol.
Replyi have nothing else to do, i drink max 5 beers
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