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I’ve been having such awful thoughts, including ones about killing myself. I’ve told myself time and time again that no one would care if I died because why would they? I’m just a useless girl in a useless town in a small useless state. It’s not like I’m going to change the world or anything. But every time I think of this stuff, I always tell myself that I’m just being dramatic and that I’m doing it for attention even though I’ve never told anyone anything about what I feel. I don’t want to be one of those dramatic people who guilt trip people with threats of killing themselves, but I know that no one actually knows that I want to.
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Try talking to people. I'm having a feeling that you're getting stressed because there's so much you have yet to know. You don't know if you're being dramatic or not, begging for attention or not etc. Try to get the opinion of others of you. Maybe that will clear some questions you have.
ReplyPlease dont be too harsh on yourself...and i donno what right words are at the moment. But all i can say is just...have patience please its certainly going to get better with time. Eventually you yourself will be able get out of these overbearing thoughts. Sometimes i too thought dying was only solution to all my insecurities. But i wanna be there and experience all those things i will be missing out once things get better. I want to see where and how things gonna change and i want to make things better for myself BY MYSELF. I mean seriously things cant go worse than what you are thinking and the only way to get out of them is to WAIT , WATCH and then react in best way possible. We can help ourselves the very best way than anyone else in this universe. I only wish that you come out of this situation happy. Stop even thinking about others cause nothing matters more than you. And its OKAY to feel useless and helpless...there's nothing dramatic about it. All we have to do is love ourselves better and rise above these toxic feelings about oneself.
p.s Wish u all happiness and goodluck. <3
ReplyYou have to talk so someone, even if they don’t get you.
Other persons listening and warmth is all we need sometimes
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