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to everyone pulled into the black hole i have emerged from
3 years ago · 1 · PTSD, +4 · Explicit
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playing every song i ever collected and liked from this shitshow of a lifetime before drifting off, praying i die in my sleep and wake up normal.
i'm sorry to everyone who ever loved me. in the end i showed you nothing but pain. you can't just wait for me to rise from the ashes. you will get burned. i am destroying each and every one of you with the twisted version of love i'm showing you because it's the only love i remember in a place where there is no time and suffering is eternal.
yes, now I can say i know exactly what happened to me. i actually saw it all. so did everyone else. i lied through my teeth for everyone who ever hurt me and told everyone who tried to help me to go fuck themselves.
oh yeah as i slowly lose my ability to give a shit anymore, i want everyone in the world to know just one thing. to know the one thing i truly know.
i raised my goddamned self for so long that to see it fall apart now is a miracle. from the bottom of my heart, consider getting canonized.
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If you raised yourself as a child you would have no problems in life. Be happy and positive with yourself and others.
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