Tied in Ropes

I remember I was a Five year old Child I am third daughter of the Family. My Parents Always tell me how they raised me how much they suffered for us how much they sacrificed and struggle for us and I won't say they didn't yes they did but all i remember is the tormenting memories highlighted in my mind All I remember is that we never had a encouraging talk session I never got the Self confidence because my parents never told me I was sth hood I was always shamed by them. The Most Haunting Memory that always stay in my is when I was my mother used to preach and teach so we had a academy with our house what happened was I was there playing that I saw a girl who used to come to our house too for work she was eating some fruit jellies I being a kid did sth a kid would do I went to her and asked her to share some of it I had no idea she had some hatred towards us thats because she went to my father and said to him that I was asking money from her. Now My Father without even asking me believed her and decided yo teach me so that I never do sth like this again I don't know how it will sound like but you know what was his way of teaching his 5 year old daughter. He tied me with Ropes round and round and threw me on floor infrongtof the window from where all the girls of academy could clearly see me . I clearly remember all girls standing outside window to watch the show and there my father started punching kicking and than beating me with his stick and once he got tired he went outside the room leaving me there in that state I saw the eyes staring me and getting amused by what was happening to me I cried and i closed my eyes tight i stayed there for hours no one opened me not even my mum she never had time for me actually than a maid who used go be with me and my lil sister came opened me and took me to my room. Why Why I suffered that Why he did that Why he trusted an outsider but not her kid . I was Just five just five I lost my childhood when I was five this is just one of many such memories of my past I still suffer the same way by my family.