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I’m 27 and married and been sober for 5+ years and I talk to a girl I’ve never met that I met through a cam website almost every day how amazing she is and about how we want to meet up and basically cheat on my wife and I’ve given her almost $2000 over this year, and at first it was for nudes but now it’s like I’m just giving her money for nothing most of the time. She now tells me how special I make her feel and that adds to the addiction. I also started doing onlyfans and going back to the site I met her on when she’s not available, or when she’s not filling my “needs” which is becoming more often. I love my wife and in every other respect our relationship is great except that this tears me up because we have a house and I’m looking forward to having children with her and when I do this sort of thing (which when I go on the cam sites, I also show the models myself on cam). Ive spent atleast $3000 on this altogether. I feel so ashamed and I have a sponsor in AA but I could never tell him this. I deleted all social media at one point but got snap back for her and Instagram so I could see her more too. I don’t know what to do
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think of how you would feel if you were in your wife's place.
I feel like you have a deep obsession with this girl.
I just got of a relationship where my boyfriend did the same.
I ended it, and guess what it was one of the girls who told me what was happening.
You might have to talk with your wife because there's nothing worse than finding out from somone else and honestly nothing ever stays a secret forever.
If you love your wife let her know what is going on and get consulting.
I can tell you feel bad and that it has gotten to the point where this has become a necessity.
All I can say from experience its so much better to hear it from your partner.
I hope you can get over this, and remember the cam girl is only there because she's getting paid and your one of many.
ReplyThat is one hell of a confession, will you ever confess to your wife, i'm sorry but you need to better yourself mentally and physically. You're going to have to live with that guilt maybe forever, and even if you do confess to her, you have consequences to pay for..
Just rip the bandaid off.
ReplyI can recommend the FreedomFight app to you. i am currently using it to get over my porn addiction and it is working! I hope you can find the help that you need with it!
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