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I have been having this recurring dream, which usually revolves around me being so excited about my birthday, and then everyone treats me really badly on my birthday, or acts like they have just completely forgotten about it.
I can always actually feel my sadness in the dream, like I feel like crying because I feel so unimportant and forgotten. It always makes me sad when I think back to how alone I felt in the dream.
It's weird, because I have had this dream at least 3 times that I remember, but I have never had the same dream more than once. So, I just thought that maybe it really could mean something.
To set things straight, I know that my family would never do this in my real life. They have never once forgotten my birthday, and always make me feel special on that day.
But I have this thing, where every time I have a dream that vividly, I always look up what it means. As odd as it sounds the meanings that come up are almost ALWAYS the things that I'm feeling in real life, or make perfect sense. So that's what I did with this, I looked up the meaning.
The meaning of that dream, or at least the first one that I could find on that topic, said it meant I was feeling lonely, overshadowed and under-appreciated.
To be completely honest, this really hit hard. Because it was so true to how I feel in my day-to-day life.
I don't ever bring it up, because I know that I will be a burden to everyone because they're all always to busy, and they definitely don't want to deal with my feelings, or issues.
I feel like I have never been a priority to anyone in my life. I'm young enough that I still need friends, or for my family to talk with or care about me once in awhile.
I have learned since I was about 5, to be independent and do things on my own, as well as take care of myself since I never really had a lot of people around.
Now that I'm older, I'm honestly sick of it.
Someone is always put ahead of me, and I would say I have grown used to it, but it just makes me feel like maybe I'm not very important.
I just wonder, am I not wanted? Am I not enough? Am I not trying hard enough? Maybe I just need to do more to be noticed.
Sometimes I just want someone's full attention for once.
I don't want to be alone anymore.
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I also had a recurring dream a couple years back, in like second grade. I had it three or four times.
Me and some dude with a beard pulled up in a pickup truck in front of the local Jewel Osco and we got out, and like all of the Disney villians I knew of at the time were like in the parking lot, and they were like trying to kill us. Then the bearded dude I was with randomly disappeared into thin air and I guess I missed it, because I didn't see him after that.
So then the Evil Queen from Snow White tried to kill me I think. And then this random someone with a blue cloak covering their face and neon green gloves twisted the arm so hard some of her teeth fell out of her mouth and she died right there on the parking lot.
Then I woke up.
And you ARE enough.
I believe in you.
Hang in there!
Peace, love, potatoes
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ReplyThe gloves were the silicone ones you can get at like any grocery store.
ReplyWow! That's a crazy dream to keep having, pretty interesting though! Thank you for your kind words, and for believing in me. I truly appreciate it. :3
ReplyTalk to the people who treat you like this and explain how you feel. If you feel you can't talk to them at least write them a letter.
ReplyThank you for the advice!
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