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It is difficult to battle against yourself everyday. To talk to yoursel about every little mistake you take.
I feel like any minute, any day, I would get an anxiety disorder. I unnecessarily beat myself up for the littlest things. When I did something embarassing, I obsessively repeat it over and over again on my head then think of ways I should've done. When I am scolded, I repeatedly think about what I did wrong and what I should've done. That's why, I repeatedly think about my plans, to ease my intrusive thoughts. Or when I make mistakes, and trying to uncover where or what exactly I did wrong, I obsessively talk about it with someone (and I know they get annoyed already) and really think hard about it. When I am getting scolded, I get nauseous. And sometimes, when I am too anxious about something I don't even know about, I forget to eat or rather I don't have the appetite.
It's just so difficult. I have my good days, but bad days just overpowers all the good days and leaves you empty.
Also, I hate how reactive I am. I get too emotional over things. Regardless of how small of a deal it is. When I react emotionally, I always shout or yell, and say not so nice words. I badly want to change, but it's just so difficult to handle or change. Sometimes I get to control my reactions or emotions but most of the time I react badly. That's when overthinking comes in again, and that's another struggle.
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If you are a teenager you are like this because your brain is still developing and you are running on hormones. When you are older you will have settled down and not be thinking like this.
ReplyWell, i can't really help u, but I think at least I can tell u that I understand u. Beating yourself over small things is useless, we can't change past, the past has passed, and we can't do anything about it. But we can try to learn from he mistakes, and try remember them to able of not repiting them again.
We must try to overcome our problems, and make an effort for it.
Keep living, and make your good days the bests ones.
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