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All I have is nothing and nothing is all I have. I need someone and have no one. I once had everything and I had someone. Alone is what I am a broken man . I lay my head down and wonder what happened to me I am not the man I used to be. DEPRESSION is real darkness in my soul. I once was scared to die now the thought consumes me I pray for it every night please ( END MY LIFE ) I CAN'T TAKE THE PAIN ONE YEAR AND COUNTING NOTHING HAS CHANGED .
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corny as this may sound. u still have an internet connection. and u are writing here to find hope.change. i wish things could change for me too.
once read / heard this. if u are doing the same thing over and over again, how can u expect change.dunno what u are going thru. everyone has their problems. hang in there.
Replyrebuilding from the place you are at does take some time. i wish i could say that by Tuesday, all will be right with your World. life isn't like that. it's hard and there is a lot of pain in it. i understand why you ask every night to be taken. i have asked on a thousand nights (at least). there is not one straight line to a better life, rather, it is a series of choices, a stand of determination, and a dash of hope. i haven't asked to die in my sleep for a while now - not that i would mind though. i have fixed some broken things in my life and can live with a bit more ease - that is not to say life is easy. i am lonely too but i am used to it. when i connect with someone, it is very special and meaningful to me. it is a part of my life i continue to develop. it can't happen if i don't help it along. make the effort for yourself, you are worth it!
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