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I fell in love with my guy best friend of 6 years. I loved being around him. We grew up together, we changed into better people together, when I look at him, I only saw love. I would walk on hot coals for him because I knew that afterwards he would be there to help me. He cared so much about me and I cared about him even more. He was beutiful. A masterpiece. A work of art. When he would smile, I would forget about everything wrong in my life. We went to the beach together with our families for each of our little brother's baseball tournaments and we stayed in a house together. One night while our parents, siblings and other friends were hanging out on the main level of the house. We sat on the upstairs balcony at midnight and talked for hours. We talked about our futures, things that have been hard for us to deal with, our mental health, it was such a deep conversation. In my situation though, I had to end off what I had with him, I had tunnel vision, I was only seeing his beauty and perfection and not seeing or caring about his flaws. In the end of September we had a really big fight, and we both said some things we didn't mean. I apologized and I told him that whenever he's ready to apoligze that I'll forgive him. He refused to apologize or even accept my apology. I realized that week that I deserve more than the way he would treat me. He was smart, funny, and compassionate but he was also mean, cruel, angry, toxic and manipulitve too. I started to realize that his good qualities didn't outweigh his bad ones anymore. But I know that the love I had for that boy was more real than anything else in my life. I think my situation is a right person, wrong time. We're still young, we've got time and people can change. I really hope that he can change because he lit up my world girl. He was my person. We spent all of our time together because our families were best friends and our little brothers played on the same team. We spent holidays, vacations, hotel weekend trips, random weekends at his house, church together, summer camps all summer long, and we go to school together. I can't get away from him no matter how hard I try. I know that if I keep coming back to him it'll ruin me. How should I get over him?
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I don't think you can get over him, it sounds like your love for him was and is so real. I would wait if you truly think you want him. Wait. Wait till you see the change that he will be better for you. Or just see that, that is what you don't see anymore. That the person you knew isn't there. You choose what you think you need or should do for your sake.
ReplyRight! I think my problem is I fell in love with the old him. Not the new guy who took his place. he was so many things to me. It was like my heart and my mind were at war. My heart just saw the love but my mind was more logical and realistic.
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