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3 years ago · 0
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When will I ever stop feeling what I am feeling right now? When will that day come where I can see true happiness where smiling just comes naturally? How long will it take until someone accepts me for me and doesn't ghost me? Why do I feel like spending more time alone by myself rather than spending time with family? Why is it I feel this way? How is it that my generation in my 20's have become so connected like we never have before? Why do I keep pushing myself on these dating apps to know that it's never going to last long and I will eventually get ghosted. I wish I never have to feel so anxious on a consistent basis. I wish that I had genuine friends that want to keep up with me and actually have a convo. I am the kind of person to care about everyone but yet, I don't really get the same in return. Just know that I will always care about you no matter what our friendship is like. I will always keep up with you if I haven't heard from you. When does it come to a point where I just stop communicating with these friends because they don't keep up with me? If I do that, then I don't have anyone. Why is it that no one really wants to do anything anymore? It's like everyone wants to be there own person and not do anything with others anymore. It's like relationships are meaningless these days and we seem like we don't want to hold onto anything anymore. It's amazing cause I try to hang out with my one friend and it's like I have to convince him to do things with me and I have to come up with something we can do. He says "idk what to do" and I feel like maybe he doesn't want to hang out with me, idk what to think but it doesn't matter. The fact tof the matter is I just wish I had someone that was just genuine and wants to really be with me, treats me right, cares about me, wants to have fun doing anything and everything, wants to be around me all the time, and is adventurous. It doesn't matter what we are doing as long as I am with you. The presence of someone just makes me feel special knowing that they are there with me by my side through everything. It's that so hard to find in this world? I feel like I am never noticed and everyone is there own person. No one cares about anyone unless they are in a relationship with someone else because those are the standards that are held with that.
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