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I texted you the other day... a goodbye text, like a period. A period that ends everything between us. You know just for closure. I felt like that is the first and last good thing I can do for the both of us. That's all I can do for you, set you free. I also think I should set myself free. I thought once I sent that, the pain would stop, I would stop loving you. When I sent that text, I felt happy because I thought that we'll be finally okay, I'll be okay again... but why do I still cry at night? Why does it still hurts? I guess the medicine is healing me slowly, too slow. I'll be okay though, soon. I meant every word in that message and I really am better, just not okay yet. I'll get there soon, I just need to be patient. Someday, I will wake up and be okay again.
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Why did it end?
ReplySorry late reply but there was a lot of reasons for us not to stay, and one of them is my mental health. I was constantly questioning my worth to him. My dad was a playboy and only loved one woman, and still when that woman left, he did not do anything. He sees women as someone that he can replace anytime, and that affected me. I have trust issues and I'm insecure. He got tired of it and we finally decided to just go our separate ways. The only reason for us to stay is our feelings for each other but everything else is making us separate. His parents, my parents, friends, religion, etc.
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