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Hi,
I just had my 16th birthday. My friends stayed the night and overall it was fun, but everyone knows there's always the blow the candles out and make a wish. I blew out the candles and made my wish but it made me so sad and angry with myself.
"I wish I was dead" those were my exact thoughts and I so desperately wanted to scream and cry with the amount of sorrow I felt. I hated that, that was my wish and I knew deep down how true it was. The thought didn't hesitate. It's happened before I've wished myself dead but this time it felt so more surreal and I could feel a tightness in my stomach and sting in my eyes at my depressing thoughts.
I know barely anyone will read this but I'm thankful to have said something even if it doesn't relieve the weight on my shoulders like I'd hope. I want to tell people but there is no one I know that I trust enough to tell them my thoughts and sorrows.
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You're not alone in the way you feel. Just saying something proves how brace you are. I don't know what your going through or what your situation is, but this is the beginning of reaching out to others for support. If you're in crisis, please reach out. I'm 15 and not a mental health professional, but know I'm praying for you tonight. I hope things get better for you.
ReplyIf you want to share your thoughts and feelings, i assure you that we all are here... for you. We may not know each other, but, through my experience, i can tell you that, there are people in here, with whom we feel connected, with whom we can share anything. Im not sure if i can be of any help to you as i dont really know, what you are going through right now and also, im just a few years elder than you. But feel free to talk to me anytime... you can consider me as your elder sister. I will try my best to make you feel better...
ReplyHey, I'm a teenager too and I can tell you honestly sometimes shit really does get tough, sometimes you just feel kinda empty inside and you can go through these mood swings of loving life to literally feeling nothing and wanting to stay at home. You're never going to be alone with that, so many people are feeling the same as you just not expressing it, even if it might feel like you can't open up to anyone. But there's also so many perks in life, my escape is music I don't know if you've found yours, but for me being at a concert just makes me feel alive, and all those times I doubted myself or what my real purpose was it really just washes away. You'll find your perk I promise, and it always gets better.
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