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They say that you can't remember before you're born, I can. It ain't much, just darkness and extreme light, warmth and then extreme cold.
The one thing that I find odd is that after I came out, there was a voice that spoke to me and I can't tell if it was someone actually talking or if it was just inside my infantile head.
It said to me "don't worry my son, it'll slow down soon". But the voice was not that of my father. That voice has stuck with me through my years and I can say that it definitely wasn't my father's voice.
There was a thick rasp to it, yet it was soothing. Almost like it understood the sheer dizziness I was experiencing. I've never been that dizzy ever again.
I can remember it felt like I was about to just go flying into nothingness.
Looking back, knowing what I know about my birth. I can understand why I would've been so dizzy. When I was born, my head was too big to fit through my mother. So they opted to use surgical tongs to try to pull me out.
I don't know how or why, but this caused one of my lungs to collapse. I had to stay in an incubator for the first 6 weeks of my life. But those aren't things that I remember. I just remember those first few moments, when everything felt so dizzy and cold and bright.
Even over 30 years later, I can still recall that memory.
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This is unusual. My daughter told me all about her past life family and her past childhood when she was little. When my son was small he said that before he was born he was in God's belly with lots of other people. That was probably God talking to you. But then, maybe it was a doctor who said that as your head was being pulled through. But I do think it was God. When I was a child I had a dream one night where I was told that I would see the end of the world. I have remembered this for years and maybe it will be true. My earliest memory is being in a cot as a baby. You are fortunate to have remembered this.
ReplyThat's pretty cool that you have that memory. I remember "popping in" when I believe my soul actually popped into my body and I was laying in a crib and suddenly looking around thinking "I'm here I'm finally here" and that's about it. But it could be your journey here that you remember?
ReplyI just remember the physical nature of being in the womb and then coming out. There wasn't any special journey or anything. It was kinda like I was already there. I just didn't know it.
That's about the best I can describe it.
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