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My name is Maria. I have a crush on a girl. I think she is so beautiful. I really like her. I love her, even. I want to protect her and keep her safe. I want to have a future with her even if I stay as her bestfriend. I'll wait for her. I've liked her for a while and my friend, Alexander started liking her afterwards, even though he was aware how I felt. Alexander has done some horrible stuff to me in the past and I don't want her to go through the same thing. I really care for her, and I feel as if he is trying to keep her to himself. He's treating her like an object and not caring about her feelings. I'll wait for her though, I don't want to overwhelm her with my feelings because I'm afraid it could ruin our friendship. She's my bestfriend. But my friend Alexander is also friends with her, and decided to put our entire friend group (just us three) into a love triangle. It's putting us all in an awkward position. She kindly turned him down, and he said that he understood, but then he messaged me saying you aren't going to give up, IGNORING her feelings. Does he even care? Or is he just doing this because he's bored and know how much I care about her? I kind of hate him for it sometimes. But still, because I'm what some people call a "people pleaser", I'll continue cheering him on, as his "friend" even though he doesn't even really consider me that anymore. He don't care for me much either, I feel as if now I'm only being used for his benefit, trying to get with my crush. I feel used and hurt. I just have to sit back and watch this all unfold. I want to speak up but I can't. I just keep cheering Alexander on. He's making the entire friend group uncomfortable, constantly making moves on her when EVERYONE is around. I just want him to leave me and my happiness alone. She is my source of happiness... and I feel as if he is trying to take her from me. Because he's selfish, and he always has been.
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My name is Alexander. I like this girl. She's one of my friends. I recently started liking her. I'm pretty sure my friend Maria does too. But that would be gay so, I don't know. I get gay vibes from her though. She's so annoying. I really only enjoy hanging out with my crush anymore. I only go in the group chat when she's there. If it's just Maria, I guarantee she's just being annoying so I leave. I used to be friends with her, but she's just an annoyance at this point. Yeah, I ask her dirty questions about my crush sometimes. They're best friends, so I'm sure she'd know, right? But she really doesn't know anything. She's so stupid. She refuses to tell me anything. Like how am I supposed to have dirty thoughts about my crush if she doesn't even feed into my day dreams? She's really useless. I constantly tell her that too, she seems to know that already though. I tell Maria that she's a disappointment and I'll call her names, but she'll just accept it. What a coward haha. Get this, the other day I was sexualizing lesbians, right? And my crush and Maria started ATTACKING me in the group chat. Like they were all like "ThAt'S WrOnG dOnT dO tHaT" and I told them "I can do whatever I want". They can't even take a joke, what feminists... Anyways, I won't quit liking my crush. I won't give up. I'll show her what she's missing and I know she'll come crawling to me ;). I mean who wouldn't like me? I'm blonde, girls like blondes nowadays, I think. I've already told my crush I like her but she told me she didn't feel the same way right now. I guess that means i have a good chance in the future right? Hahaha, I knew she liked me. It's obvious she'll fall for me one day. I mean who wouldn't? ;)
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