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my family is the reason of my bad mental health if i kill myself blame them, i cant eat 3 meals a day because they will judge me.. i have very low self confidence, im also suicidal, i tried to end it many times but somehow it did not work.. i dont know why. i want to be happy, and live the life i want. there will be guilt once i get older, never got to be happy.. my life keeps crashing down, i have a abusive mother. all he wants is me to be perfect. cares about herself and only herself i dont get it why parents like to have kids but dont care about them.. i dont have a dad, he has another family, he lives in another country, he used my mom.. and honestly i dont really hate him for that.. my only happiness is seeing people smile. seeing them happy.. listening to luke chiang musics calms me down and think of a happy place. i always know God is with me.. i may have mistakes and sins but he forgives..
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i wish i could really help you, but even i am facing almost the same situation. my family is the only thing which i could never understand. we stay together under same roof but no one talks to each other no one understands each other.
All i can say to you is that even though you don't want to live you must live for they sake of people who love you. you must live for your self. you must live to prove yourself best to others who treat you like trash. Your mom may be abusive but you need to prove yourself that you are better than .
sucide is not a solution to get rid of the problem sometimes living is the best solution to prove yourself.
Replyi would suggest you to listen song ' Breathe' by lee hi it will relaxed you and don;t worry everything will be fine sooner or later whenever you feel frustrated write all your problem on a page and burn it or do silly things with children in your neighberhood or in your family i relax mind
ReplyI get tested for covid today already have asthma. life is so precious. don't give up on life
Replythat's the spirit
Replythanks, plz make dua for me
Replyhey, so its great knowing that you believe in God. God always knows the right time for everything, if ur attempts havent been successful then that means that God wants you to stay, he also knows the time when you will leave this Earth. my mental health isnt the best either, but dont give up. imagine all the little things youll be missing on. not every one has a great family, but if you leave what happens to them. you be the bigger one here, ignore what they say and you seem like such a great person. take care and please stay, i promise you it's not worth it. God is always with you <3
Replysuicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem and its not worth it, please dont give up
ReplyHii, I would suggest you to first decide what you want do with your life and then talk to your mother with very calm mind and listen her carefully and take out the points why she is like that. sometimes due to lack of love, people gets bitter by nature. make her remind the happy moments you both cherrish and make her feel important for you and for herself. maybe your mom is like that because of your dad as you mentioned your dad used your mom. there are two result of heartbreak either a person becomes more cheerful and hide pain or the person gets heartless. and then discuss your future plans with her and the life you want to live. maybe she is doing it for your sake she wants that nobody could hurt you and wants to make you strong to face life's difficult chapters. show your love for her everyday by any means like saying ' I LOVE YOU' everyday because i do so to express my love and to make her feel special person in my life and Alhamdulillah our bond is just like freinds it will heal the scars on her heart and InshaAllah there will be changes in her behaviour towards you. May Allah gives you Strength and pateince. one more thing whenever she gets angry try to stay calm and daily without fail pray for her to Almighty he is always there for everyone of us and leave everything on him .if you don't mind i would advice when you feel depressed and think about suicidal thoughts listen the translation of Quran it will make your mind calm if you are comfortable because It will give your new perspective of life
Good night and have a peaceful sleep
Replylisten song 'breathe' by lee hi it describe exactly what we feel sometimes.
ReplyHi. I noticed you believe in God, and I do too. I would reccomend praying and reading the Bible. It might help, it helps me sometimes. Also, there are some people that say you go to hell if you commit suicide. They say that it's a sin you can't ask for forgiveness for. I really don't know, but I just wanted to warn you.
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