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He dedicated a song to me and said it reminded me of what we used to have. He thinks everything was good and okay. But I wish he knew that I was slowly dying inside. Every time I asked him if he felt the same way for me. He didn't know what he wanted. He kept saying he wasn't ready. He wasn't sure. He's got a lot going on. Now after 8 months from being away from him and moved out. He wants to dedicate these songs to me to make me feel some kind of way. I am happy where I am. I am at peace. Why does he disturb my peace with his emotions. He claims me to be his "best friend" and friend zoned me to the core. A couple times while drunk stating that we could build a future together. Ha. What a fool I was to believe such a joker. I slept with him four times and he still calls me a friend. I left because he didn't reciprocate my feelings & now when I am with someone who loves me whole heartedly and knows me. I just can't look at this joke the same way. I didn't even want to introduce him to my husband. It felt so wrong. He constantly talks to me twice a week and I don't know what to do anymore. Sometimes I just want to disappear for awhile. I feel like I am punishing him for not reciprocating my feelings in the past. But at the same time I feel like I am punishing myself for keeping him in my life.
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If you know that person has done nothing but break you, then it's better to let go of that person, because it's hard to continue walking in a journey when you know there is someone who's hurting every step of the way. I hope I helped you 💛
ReplyI want to let this relationship go..but its so much easier said then done.
ReplyI know, but you gotta be strong. For yourself.
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