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I really really really like this person. I didnt at first. Not really. He came on to me. I wasnt attracted to him at all when I saw him. Almost made me disgusted how little I liked him. But I, didnt wana be some shallow aweful person.
So I kept talking to him. Well. Id answer when he would speak to me. Its been three months now. I am completely attracted to him. But, we live serveral states apart. That didnt stop much tho. So far. Ive been the one talking to him. Everyday. For the past two of those three months. I initiate every conversation. Nothing. Rarely if ever starts from him anymore.
Thats when I began to realize. He lost intrest. After telling me to come over, and I did plan to, after telling me we were more then friends, and I did believe him, he completely back peddled one day. I must have said something wrong.
He just stopped it. All romantic conversation. Telling me he likes it when I act normally, not all giggly. That he only intended to be friends from the very start. And he wants it to stay that way and for me to never ever change that.
I am thinking. If I stop contacting him. He would never actual contact me at all. That thought. Hurts to the point were I cry actually.
I felt like I did something wrong. I can ask I I had, but he won't give me an actual answer. I gave up today. I think. I like him more then I thought.
I hate beards. I hate men who play with you. I hate people who see me as a charity case. As something to pity. I especially hated it when he told me about all the "girls" he helped, all these broken girls. All great friends. And I hate that he still tells me I love you, and calls me baby, and tells me I matter. That I mean something.
Because Im going to stop trying today. Talking to him. And all those words will be a lie when he never asks why or contacts me.
God this hurts. I hate him. I could never figure out what he wanted.
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Maybe he was stringing you along and then got sick of doing that.
ReplyI think it's for your own good to stay away from him .You would eventually get used to it.
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