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Hi. I just want to share some of my thoughts and feelings and maybe it will help me.
I have this constant feeling about why should people like me. What is their reasons to like somebody like me? I mean not only friends but family too. Every time when i have some kind of party (etc. birthday) i don't feel comfortable. As if they are there only because they have to.
It isn't like i hate myself but... i can't live with myself. At the end of the they i feel like nothing. Small nothing, I don't have anything for people.
I like when people can give me new point of view, some ideas and I don't feel like i can give back to them.
I selfharm. But lately it worsened a bit and i have this thoughts about breaking my legs and arms. I wnat to feel pain longer.
I love when i am somewhere in public or with somebody and im touching my wounds. Because they don't know what im doing to myself. I feel so relieved when i feel the pain.
And the reason i am writing this is that the stress from past few days is terrible. And i fell less and less myself.
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ReplyI really like people who actually listen to me, and don't just wait for me to stop talking so they can tell their story. Sounds like you listen to people if you want to know their point of view. Do you ask follow up questions? That is awesome. I would like talking to you. You seem real.
ReplyHi, umm i am new at this page so I don't know if there is something like private messages. But i would like to talk to you.
(Im the creator of this post :Dd)
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