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Hi.. i never share this story to anyone else. It's about my family. You see, sometimes im happy to be with them but sometimes, they really stressed me out. My father is really strict so me and my siblings get really frustrated sometimes. He has a really bad temper and his mood can change easily too. It's like at first he was really happy and then his mood can change drastically. I know because i've seen this myself. He can get triggered easily. He is always right. Nobody can tell him otherwise or he will lose his temper or sometime give you silent treatment. He helped me with my school project once and he did some parts wrong so i tried to correct him but no, he will not take any opinion. He. Is. Always. Right. So here's the part that make me sad the most. He and my brother always didnt get along. Idk why but he's kinda lenient to me and my sis. But he's stricter to my brother. I know, my brother isnt perfect. He lacks of common sense. He rarely put things back to the fridge when he's done cooking (for himself). He didnt clean his plate sometimes when he's done eating. Yeahh he's a bit lazy. But, its not like he didnt do anything at all. He do house chores too. My father always unsatisfied with my brother and idk why. Mom said when he was born, my father thought that the nurse accidentally switched babies. Because the day he was first born, he looks different. Then the next day when he came back, my brother looks entirely different. It took about two years for my father to accept him as his son bcs he was uncertain whether he was truly his son or not. So yeah my dad always scolded him. My bro never replied and he just took it all. He never fought back. Untill recently, he went off and startyed fighting back. My dad really HATE it when someone argued him back. So my dad went really mad like reallllyyy mad. He started took out knives and pointed out to my brother. My brother was screaming like why he always treated him differently compared to his other children. I can see that too. Its like he can get mad easily to my brother. And i pity him. I really do but there's nothing that I can do. My dad can't take advice easily.. so they started shouting at each other. Me and my mom tried to pry them off. We were crying. It was chaotic. I've never cried that much before. I really want to get away from this home. I want to further my studies but i still dont get any offer so i have to stay either way. Sometimes, i keep asking why cant my family be normal for once. We can only happy for few days then something bad happens bcs of my dad. He's always mad. I know my mom is tired of it. The things that I hate the most is when he get angry, he always took it out on my mom. He never hits her. But he always blamed her like why she didnt raise her children right. I am really mad when he said that because its require both of them to raise. Not just one of them.anyways, after that.. my bro and my dad didnt talk for few weeks? But things went back to normal and they talked againm everything was peaceful until today.. they started fighting again. My fatherr really mad this time. He took out knives again. I cant explain why. Im tired of this. Im crying whilebwriting this bcs i am really tired. I just want to get out but this pandemic ruins everything.i just wanna die. I dont wanna live in thisbhouse anymore. Its breaking me eveyday that I have this fkced up family. I just want to further studies, earn money, buy house and bring my mom out from this home bcs she deserves better. She's literally the kindest person ever. She didnt deserve this. My dad is toxic. He's ruining her. He belitte her when he gets angry. I hate that. I hate this home. I just want to kill myself but I cant because its against my religion. Im a muslim. And also i dont wanna leave my mom alone. To anyone reading this far, sorry for the grammatical error. I cant really speak english well... I just hope tomorrow will be okay..
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Replydon't ever apologize for not knowing a second language well, most people only ever know one. As for you, please do not kill yourself. If calling the police is not an option, still try to get out of that house. I fyour brother leaves, your dad might turn his anger to the rest of your family, so be ready to leave at any time. Your mother might not deserve to be treated in such a way, but You can always come back for her. Please do not become another statistic.
ReplyHey, I really hope that your situation gets better. I know what that feels like, my dad is similar to yours. Please don't throw away your life, the future can be brighter
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