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So I’ve had pretty bad anxiety all my life but my dad won’t help at all because he doesn’t believe in mental illness. I take band as a class and I really like it, I’ve been playing for five years. Due to the pandemic, we have to record ourselves playing music and add other peoples tracks. The thing is he expects us to get into groups out of school. I don’t really know many other people who could play in my thing and so I’m soooo close to just dropping band. I love playing and I love band but the stress of getting into a group makes me want to throw myself off a bridge or something. I don’t know why it’s this hard. I really only have one friend in band because I drifted away from everyone but she’s already playing for someone and I just want any advice on what to do. Do I drop band? I love playing but I feel sick whenever I realize the deadline is approaching and I’m so so tempted to drop it but also I just bought my instrument and have already dropped every extracurricular because y’know, depression.
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I'm in band too and currently am losing my passion to play my instrument. I hate recording myself, and I currently have a C in Band and usually get A's. I tend to avoid recording so maybe that's why my grade is so low. Anyways, you are not alone.
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