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I decided to try out that Spoon app, just to chat with some people. Put up my pic and everything and ya know, the online world reacted to me in the exact same way it always has.
My forehead is extra big and my cheeks are puffed out because I'm overweight, plus I haven't shaved in a couple weeks.
And ya know, people would say I looked like I was on some kind of drug or just purely that I wasn't so easy on the eyes and as much as I don't want to care anymore, I do.
I will still openly encourage people to just be honest about the way I look. I dont want them holding onto that negative energy to put on someone else after all.
So when I tell you that all it takes is for someone to simply look at me and they're automatically disgusted. Well now you know it's true.
I'm not just a monster on the inside, I'm one on the outside as well. To think, anyone could ever love me? It's a joke. A joke I tell myself over and over and over and over and over.
There's a reason why my parents couldn't love me, there's a reason why my partners couldn't love me, there's a reason why no one ever really wanted to be my friend or be around me and it's literally ALL OVER my face.
So why try to force something that will never happen? No one is ever going to love me or accept me the way I am. They can try and act like it and say that they're above it but eventually everyone comes to hate me.
That's the cold, hard truth. This world would be better without me in it. Thats just how it is. You could try to convince me otherwise, but it's not me that needs convincing. It's the rest of the world.
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I think you should leave everyone's opinion and start working on yourself loose some weight , shave your beard do some exercise
You'll feel good, and you'll find someone
ReplyLooks are superficial. The world breeds on materialistic things only. It might sound blunt to you but that's what it is. Everyone judges other by appearance and no one is perfect in their eyes. People still go on spotting things about someone and rule them nobody. That's not your fault. Society has always been like that. I feel hurt that you were judged whether you should be loved or not based on looks. That's not what love is. If you think other way then you might have thousands of unnoticed talent or so many skills which they don't know about. So why care about people who are so shallow? We get only one life so why waste it for those shallow meanies? Work on yourself and love yourself. Find right people and improve yourself for better. No matter how you look you look, you would always be successful in the world of intellects if you work hard on other aspect of your life. You're beautiful in your way!
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