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hey,
i am not doing well in any manner. i have completely emotionally broken down and turned into dust. i have had horrible episodes of outraging emotional breakdown. i have big exams in the next to weeks and my school hasn't given me enough time and all the stress is pressurizing me to the point where i dont wanna live anymore.
today i felt a little envious of my brother today and accidentally showed it. i wish i never spoke. my mom turned her ways. she said and i quote "i never thought thath you'd be like this " " i thought you were more responsible " " i never expected such a thing from you "
what did i even do.............. I am just 14. help me. i cant decipher what i did wrong and i all the pressure is getting to me. i cant breathe. my mom stopped caring now and is giving me the silent treatment.
i thought a parent is supposed to support you no matter who you look and make you feel better.
but my mom goes ahead and tells me i am too short and i will never get anywhere in life. and that i am a lazy person...... Yes i am 4'11 but i find it cute and sorry that i cannot control the way my depression and anxiety crushes me every single day and yet i manage to get out of bed every morning. it is exhausting MOM.
but she dosent know any of this nor will she ever listen. she crushes me down and then makes ME feel guilty. tells me how horrible i am and gives me the silent treatment.
all i can do is watch myself die right in front of my eyes. i cant bear it anymore
thats it i am over................................................
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It really sucks that your mom isn't doing a good job of parenting. You're at the age where you need strong support, and for her to be giving you the "silent treatment" is just childish. Maybe when she acts this way, if you can escape into something you enjoy (reading, music, drawing, etc) then that will make it hurt less. It won't last forever. Even though the next 4-6 years will be tough dealing with her, it's not forever. Think of how great your life will be when you get to be your own person.
ReplyIts ok a lot of us haven't been doing too well emotionally. You're right a parent is supposed to cheer you on and support you not beat you down. She may have her own mental issues. Sometimes I literally ask my own parents "What's wrong with you " and they'll say "nothing " but I know better. Idk what's wrong with parents these days. You're not horrible. You're valid and so are your feelings. If your mom won't listen write a letter letting her know how you feel. If she still won't listen maybe look for other relatives or friends that will. Idk that's really insensitive of her. Just keep being yourself. Love yourself. You are a lovely human being. Never forget that xx
ReplyYOUR MOM IS A NARCISSISTIC MANIPULATOR, run!!!! As soon as you get a chance, leave that house!! She sounds exactly like my ex-boyfriend who used those exact words and phrases at me whenever I felt down or had an emotional breakdown due to stress/anxiety/depression. You didn't do anything wrong, you're just dealing with impossible person!!! Silent treatment is manipulation!! Sending you hugs and wishing you the very best in life, you deserve it!!!
ReplyIs your mom Mexican or hispanic??? This sounds like exactly what I experienced, word for word
ReplyGood luck - take it one day at a time, or one hour at a time to get through these exams. You’re not going to be able to do anything else to help your long term health at this time because of the stress and lack of support. It will be too overwhelming to think about anything beyond the next two weeks, so just don’t do it and give yourself a lot of grace. It will feel better after the exams, even if stuff is still broken.
I’m sorry you have to deal with this and I wish you the best.
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