My Timed Entry.

I honestly have no idea what i´m going to be talking about but here goes. today i didnt do much, but when do i ever? its sad but at this point im used to it, and its not that bad. although it is a bit lonely, i would say at times but its definitley a reacurring feeling and manages to make its way to me even when im talking to people. which sucks. actually there´s someone who i´ve been thinking about nonstop latley. i call it a crush but i´m not sure. I´ve never had one before, so how do i know when i get one? its all strange. But compaired to her, everyone isnt even nearly as interesting and fun to talk to. she always makes me smile too. it feels good. i really enjoy my time with her if im honest.