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Admitting it
8 years ago · 0
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They say the first step to recovery is admitting you have a problem.
My problem is that I'm addicted to eating everything in my sight, or to starve until I can feel my stomach recoiling into my ribcage. I'm addicted to feeling sorry for myself, even though I tell others to suck it up and stop being victims. I'm a hypocrite, and of the worst kind, because I believe the lies I tell myself, and still feel surprised when I inevitably break my promises. Some euphemise my lack of consistency with words like "wild" and "unpredictable", but there is nothing wild about mistreating your body. I don't want to be like this, to feel miserable every time I look at myself in the mirror. I just hope one day I'll learn how to treat my body like it deserves to be treated.
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