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My brain feels like it's a mess like a proper big mess and I can't seem to get my thoughts in order. It's even to hard to explain all of the things I'm thinking and how fast my thought process changes. One second I'm convinced that the whole world is lying to me. That death isn't real. That I don't really need sleep. That I don't have to eat to live. The next second I'm hyper aware of everything in front of me and colours suddenly get brighter and it's like wow I'm actually here right now. Other days I think I see the world flicker right in front of me and I worry it's all its my head. Then suddenly I'm convinced I'm dead. Sometimes I'm overly caring and loving and wish to help the world and in a split second I become cold and couldn't care if the whole world burnt to ash. I'm confused about who I am. If I'm a vampire. Maybe I'm an alien. I don't really know. I just know that something feels wrong in my head. It's too fast, the way my thoughts zip through my head. It's all the time and it's always contradicting itself. It's so much worse when I'm alone. My heart starts beating out of my chest and I get physically scared. I need help but I'm too scared to tell people. If they knew what was going through my head I wouldn't be fit to do my job. I don't know what they do and I'm scared.
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