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I don't feel anything, because I can't let myself.
It used to be that when I began to panic, stress, overthink at least I was motivated to get things done. school-work was finished quicker because I was worried...
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This is the last time I'll be nice to someone and be more cautions
This person took $1,800 from my bank account. I decide to help him out. He needed money to go home. I thought the check was legit and he gave some of his money...
I Just want to say That , No matter How Hard it must be for Anyone , Don't Give Up. Be strong And Fight for Your own Way .
No one is worth to cry , sacrifice and Give it all for Him/Her .
Only Think about Yourself . Make Yourself a Priority . Be Happy And Live to Fullfill Your own satisfaction And dreams .
I'm someone Who Have been hurted a lot and Been Through a lot Because I didn't give Myself enough care and attention . Ans Maybe I didnt Love Myself Enough.
But after all My Bad experiences , I realized How Self-Love is The most important Thing for a Human being To survive in This cruel World .
ReplyI agree. In my opinion, in order to give love to others, you have to learn to love yourself first. Personally, I learned that people will see you the way you see yourself.
Replyim trying but i cant no more darkness keeps eating me up
ReplyMy parents can be super nice but also twisted and narcissistic, they've abused me a lot in the past & still to this day place the blame on me and say it never happened or it's all my fault, they do things and they say I was the one who did them. Deep down, I know they don't care, but then they do. I don't know it's messed up. They don't feel any empathy when I've ever cried ever. In fact they see it as abnormal, like there's something wrong with me. Honestly I have no one. My sister hates me, she's told me that I'm fucked up and that I shouldn't ever have an education & all she does is use me & say rubbish about me to her boyfriend, she just 'diagnoses' everyone with some disorder who she doesn't like including her neighbour and makes fun of me. My mum puts me down all the time & anytime my mum does anything my dad gets angry at me as if I did it & blames me for everything and says that he never did anything to me. My dad's always been a part of the abuse. A lot of the time I think he cares but maybe I'm just stupid or maybe he does. But he's always found a way to make people look at me strangely or make people think im f-ed up. I know this probably isn't very coherent but I don't really want it to be coherent. My mum tortured me when I was little. And my brother's hurt me too. My older sister goes out of her way to as well. My whole life I've never really had anyone truly care and love me without torturing me. Maybe that's why I loved this girl younger than me so that I could be the light in her life if anything, sort of be an older sister to her, show her kindness when no one else did. I don't really know why I did it if anything my empathy's dead. I wish I was empathetic like I was before though. Basically I'm all alone. I'm just writing on here because well I am. I don't really know if it's going to get better well it's never going to & I really don't care if you say it will it won't you don't know what it's like. I used to love my older sister so much. I'd give my life for her. But she's just screwed me over again and again. She said she hoped I'd end up homeless and an addict when I was 13. She's thrown me out of her place when she didn't want to spend time with me for 15 minutes. She's made me clean up her dog's s---. My older sister's worse. And my mum's like a bully and she's done worse stuff but she's super nice sometimes, sometimes it's just fake nice, other times I think it's genuine but I could be wrong either way, because of the stuff she's done. I'm exhausted right now. I don't really have any friends because I'm shy or when I talk or I seem happy people just hate it. I hate college & pretty much every aspect of my life. Some of my cousins abused me when I was younger so I don't really talk to them. My mum denies it even though she asked them to years ago. I was such a good kid. I'm not depressed or anything but I guess I just wanted to write it out somewhere no one who knows me can find it.
ReplyHi! I read your comment and yeah that’s tough. Tbh idk what it really looks and feels like to be in your position, that’s why idk if i’ll be able to say the right words, but all i can say is that you’re not alone. I believe in my heart that there someone out there who loves and cherish you... I don’t wanna sound religious or what and idk if you heard this but Jesus loves you. I mean at some part i can relate to you like having everyone in my family like literally hated me and have taken advantage of me, and believe me it sucks and is painful that when it has been repeatedly done you’ll just be numb. However, when I thought no one understands me and loves me I learned about Jesus. I was astounded when felt his love and that I really felt accepted. When I encounter him, everything changed. I feel loved.. sorry i said too much. But I just want you to know that, I may not know you personally, but I love you. I appreciate you, I know you’re a wonderful person and that I’m gonna pray that your family will begin to see and appreciate you.
Don’t be afraid to make the first step and try to be friends with others. Trust me dear, not everyone hates you. There will always be people out there that will eventually like to be around you. So, yeah. I hope you have a great day ahead. Keep safe!
ReplyI cant get my husband to tweeze his nosehairs. Its almose valentimes day, and he thinks I'm gonna go somewhere with him like THAT?! Its like when he's talking I can't get out of his nostril. Its just so offending. How help?
Replyew!!! did you ask him why he won't? like what's his problem with it??
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