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For some reason I always feel bad making these posts, but I'm so anxious my stomach is literally turning. I also feel bad constantly talking to my friends about my own stupidity problems. I just- I dont know what to do anymore. I'm only a freshman and each year school is just getting harder from me and I'm so behind. New Mexico education isnt all great as it is, but I literally have no idea what the hell I'm doing in algebra class and am only surviving off literally just getting answers from online. Literally all my grades are ds and fs and I want to try so hard to get them back up but the anxiety of having them already totally tears down my mindset tothe point where i just cant do anything but think about how I'm never going to get anywhere in life without a degree. My mom had huge plans for me and wanted me to do the thing where you take two years of collage in highschool but will i even makeit to collage? And then my mind just gets into the fact that by the time I'm an adult the world will probably already be destroyed or something because yknow were honestly not doing too great as a whole planet right now. Is it even worth it to worry so much and try so hard if one day it all will never matter??? I dont get it. All I want to do is just draw and live my life and I know that's not how things work i just think i have a hard time forcing myself to realize that. I'll try harder I promise
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I actually can't blame you, i know exactly how it feels, it stress you up so much, knowing that you have to succeed something that you don't even like doing.. That's not how life is supposed to be.. Feeling forced to do something juste so that other people can call you successful? Just so that you can make your parents proud? What about you? You're the one who should be happy it's your damn life! But I just want you to know that how ever things turned up to be, what ever you chose to do, the people who truly love you will always be there for you, even if they get made for a while..
So do whatever you want with your life, changes courses, do arts if you love it.. It's YOUR life!
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