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I'm expecting more pain, I put up walls. Stronger ones this time, I want to cry and laugh at the same time at my foes. I know they will hold, and protect the heart of me. I'm afraid the darker me will show through, everything is a mask. I was told to never show what's underneath the mask, it's weak. I keep everything secret, the dreams, the goals, the darker hole that I love within me. The pain of the battle has made me confident, self-aware, and independent. It gives me a sense of power, and it's addicting. The pain, it's like a drug. I've been in the pit for so long, it's forced me to face the darker me. The powerful, selfish one; and it's beautiful. I only show the true me when I workout, I feel the burn until it isn't there anymore. It's just a beautiful numbness, and it's lovely. It's become the only true thing in my life. The only thing that I truly know is mine and only mine. My mother may have taken my humanity, and ripped it to shreds but underneath those threads is a darker and more selfish person. You shoved me into the pit with snakes. And I became the snake... You won the battle, but I will win the war.
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