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Sometimes, I still find myself checking if you messaged me. Perhaps, I still wait for your message. Perhaps, I still long for you to call me again. Perhaps, you're still the one. But what can I do? We can't be and you don't love me the way I love you. I tried so hard to be okay with it and tried to play it cool but the situation really breaks me. What else can I do but to walk away? I can't 'just accept it'. I can't just be happy that the only man I have ever desired this much desires a woman who isn't me. I tried but to be honest I can't be happy with it. I'd be lying if I'd say that I'm happy for you. No, I'm not happy. I'm hurt. I don't know if I have the right to be hurt because of love that isn't reciprocated. What I only know is that I am hurt. I am sure of this—I am hurt. I am in pain and I can't stand the pain anymore. It's no longer bearable. It's unhealthy for me, for you, for our friendship. Only in your absence would I be able to collect my shattered self.
This is my hypothesis.
With this, I leave you. With a heavy heart that longs to be free from heartache, with a tortured mind that longs to find peace from this very unfortunate event, with an aching body longing to wake from the slumber of my own illusions and frustrations—I am walking away. We tried different ways to still keep up with each other. I greatly appreciate your efforts. But this is obviously unsuccessful. I'm empty of ways but that one last resort: me, walking away from you. What else can I do? I have nothing else but this.
To the hammer to my Thor,
Kryptonite to my Superman,
Shivanshu*, I still love you.
You're still the one.
I'm sorry, I love you, goodbye,
Lissalia*
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