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Ok um.. Your gonna have to bear with me cause I'm not sure how to describe this.
I'm a teen and ive had an "overactive imagination" that involved afew imaginary friends since I was little but... They haven't really went away.
There's one or two in paticular, ones the scary guy (I'm now refusing to say the name cause it makes him pop up) . He's this guy who tells me to kill myself (quite alot but don't worry he's not saying much right now) but the thing I'm going to be writing about right now is the second guy.
This was my imaginary friend as a kid I guess, he's afew years older and he changes his appearance to whatever comforts me. That's why he says he's there, to comfort me. This guy exclusivly shows up at night and his names emmerson and....
Ok i- um.. This is the weird bit and it's what freaks me out...
He hugs me, like an actual hug, and I know it's not there but I feel it. I feel warm when he's touching me.
And the really weird part is when we talk I don't want to be sane and to not have him there. I want him to keep showing up, even if it means the scary man stays.
This is going to sound bizzare but have any of you read the forest fic?
Josh in that is like emmerson except unlike tyker I dont have repressed or any type of trauma
And no one knows about emmy apart from you guys reading this.
I don't really know what I want to ask, I guess... Is it ok if this guy stays?
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It seems serious I think you should talk to a therapist so they can let you know if it's just hyperimagination or some disorder, also disorders don't necessarily come from repressed trauma and or emotions, you should realise that however much you want him to stay, he is not real and with that, the other guy is too dangerous for your emotions you could be too emotional some day and not strong enough, I hope you take this necessary step for your health!
And once you get better you can always find an emmerson who will hug you and you will feel all sorts of warm emotions! Best of luck! And good health to you!
ReplyThank you!
Also if I ever do find a real guy with that name and he's like him it would be really freaky XD
Replythats serious its symptoms and affects of schezophrenia i advise you to talk to someone<3
ReplyI'll try, thank you
ReplyAre you sure you don't have D.I.D.? You may need to see a therapist. You said you didn't have trauma so maybe not. But as long as the voices don't tell you to do bad things. You said it shows up at night? How do you know it's not a bad entity? I've dealt with many they masquerade as other people so this goes beyond most people's beliefs but I only know what I experienced. If you entertain the bad ones they won't leave most likely. Maybe you should consider having a pastor or priest bless your home.
ReplyHi, thank you for the advice unfortunately I am not spiritual or religious so blessings are not for me but I appreciate your advice :)
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