Whats life actually ?

I just feel confused , whats life actually ?

For me i believe life is just a small amount of period of time once it slips it slips"

I am about a age of 15 years and i have my specified vision and target to achieve and a place to reach , " but my dreams and vision is worthless .e.g for parents , teachers and society . I just dont know what to do . i dont like educatiion at all , its very important but you cant insist a fish to climb up the tree , you cant expect monkies to swim , i am unique and everyone is , findng and achiving ones true potential and pourpose in life important , atleast for me .

i know i am worthless and so as my dreams , theres no value for me because its my uniqueness i guess . Yes i am unique , maybe .

Thank you for reading this patiently , "hey dear random stranger i love you , you arent alone you may be better than me , enjoy ........ LIFE IS NEVER FAIR .