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Before I introduce myself, please do NOT self diagnose with MY explanations. I was diagnosed by a professional and I frequently get check-ups. Do NOT romanticise mental health issues.
Hi, I'm M. I'm in high school and I reside in Auckland. I'm an introvert and I enjoy reading, writing, singing, and exploring nature. Here are a few things I'm comfortable with sharing that I deal with mentally:
- DPD (Dependent personality disorder)
- PPD (Paranoid personality disorder)
- Social Anxiety
- Depression
Dependent personality disorder revolves around depending on others. I cannot make decisions for myself, I have low self-esteem, I feel like I cannot live without other people, relationships ending bring me into a dark place. Romantic or not.
Paranoid personality disorder revolves around me always being suspicious of others. I doubt people's intentions and I think everyone is untrustworthy. I think everyone wants to bring me harm and put me in danger.
Social anxiety revolves around the fear of embarrassment. I cannot interact with people without getting embarrassed. This came from personal insecurities. I have myself and I think everyone hates me. (Very hard to deal with when you have DPD.)
Depression revolves around me being sad and unmotivated all the time. This came from traumas that I won't be mentioning as of now. I have no energy to do anything and I don't enjoy the things I use to enjoy.
Warning: Again, do not self diagnose with this. I had tests taken by a professional and this is some of the stuff they named. These are serious issues and not to be romanticised. The things I said above is how it applies to me.
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