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Last November, I dreamed about my crush for a week. A week! A WEEK!!! (Yes, I hope you all can hear my internal scream)
And it's ALWAYS a tragic one :D (Now I assume you hear my sigh)
I confessed to him last August and he rejected me cause he likes someone else, then we didn't talk for a month. October, we became close again and he helps me with math and real life problems. And then, November came and I fell again from the high cliff of love, head first. Ouch.
PLUS, I realized November is his birth month. So,,,idk.
All my dreams about him were tragic! Never a happy ending. Guess what, dreams do tell us what to do to solve unfinished business with things or people. And my dream told me to accept it.
I learned it, for a month or two.
BUT THEN, last night I dreamed of him again after two months. He now has a new crush (maybe) and he (I think, based on the context I got from their friends) got rejected.
In my dream, we were in a classroom. And I was still the weird girl, still doesn't know who she really is, sitting at the back (this is real, I really used to sit at the back). There he sat at the second row of seats. His new crush was just two seats away from me (at my left). Our teacher asked a question, then his crush, let's name her Len, raised her hand and answered. I turned to look at him and he was amazed. I might've stared a bit at him, so we caught eyes for a millisecond before I faced our teacher again. Len is a smart girl. Down to earth and always shy but knows when to shine. She's just imperfectly perfect. Our classroom's standard of beauty with brains.
My dream again taught me to listen to my mind and just accept the fact that he's not for me. And I must value myself more than others. That I still have plenty of time to find true love. And maybe that true love is, myself.
:)
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