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Dear Jakiah,
You have literally made my life 10 times better. Ever since we became friends, you have the one guy to make my life look good. Face it, you look good. With your thick brown hair, brown eyes, olive skin, 6'2 height. You look good. Real good. I'm not the only one that sees that, though. Under your great looks lies even greater personality. You're smart, funny, laid back, attentive, sweet, sarcastic yet sweet, caring, genuine, got a great sense of humor, and hard working. You are everything I've ever wanted. All other guys get compared to you. They all do. No one ever stands a chance against you. Now, you're going off to the Air Force in the fall. You're leaving. I don't want you to leave. I want you to stay. I want you to be mine. You can't stay, though. You wanna leave this town. So do I. I just need you to know something. You have always been my perfect. I just settle with other guys. I even dated your best friend. You know why? Because you said he'd be good for me. So, I did it. I thought he would be like you. He was similar. He wasn't you, though. He even got mad because I talked to you before I talked to him. How do I just say something like that? I'm not sure. I love him and all, but I'm not in love with him. Jake, you are my perfect. You aren't afraid of how you feel. I am. You kissed my cheek after you hugged me because I told you all my insecurities. Then, that night, you kissed my lips. It was just a kiss. It meant more than that, though. It felt so good. By far the best kiss I've ever had. I want that again. I want you. I want you to hold my hand. I want you to pull me close. Please do all those things. I know you feel the same way. You told me. I just couldn't let those words leave my mouth. I tried so hard. They just got stuck. You tell me to not regret anything. I won't. Just as long as I tell you all of this. I'm going to tell you in person. Friday night actually. We'll be in situations that allow us to be alone. Please, don't walk away. I know you won't. I just keep thinking that. Jake, I need you in my life. I need you close to me. Please, Jake. I think the world of you. Please, kiss me again. Tell me you like me back. I'll talk to you Friday. I'm going to confess it all. In all honesty, I think I love you. I just can't let those words pass my lips. I love you, Jakiah. I always have.
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