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I actually had a mental breakdown last night and this morning it was kind of rash i had really liked this guy and he just didn’t like me bad i was going to get him something for Valentine’s Day because we were friends but i found out the girl that used to be his girl best friend is. Ow his girlfriend and he used to tell me he never understood dating and he wouldn’t date but now he is haha i guess me being the attached person i was took that as my last push i thought i had a friend that finally got me but it’s my fault for falling for i knew didn’t like me the way i did them i kind of went a bit mad wrote my suicide letter and put on makeup and got dressed ready to slice my wrist you and die in the tub but i didn’t die instead i now have a wrist full of deep wounds also not to mention i actually just stopped talking to him and unfriended him on all social media i mean i am going over board for nothing it just hurts because you know dumbly i just dumped all my care and focus on one person without their consent or knowledge i feel very not okay now it’s like my heart hurts my whole body hurts and i feel like I’m going to faint or just lose consciousness i kinda of still want to Jill myself honestly jumping off a cliff maybe i feel a bit numb inside i already feel dead honestly and before you assume my age i am 13/14 please don’t comment to criticize me i already a know how wrong i am
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Wait until you finish school and college or uni before you bother about guys. You will be more mature then so wait until you are older and ready to find a life partner and then start dating.
ReplyI agree with the first person that commented. Wait until you have matured enough to start thinking about having a romantic relationship. I made that mistake. When I fell for my first boyfriend I was so naive that I was used. So many psychological problems came from that relationship and in the next one, I dumped everything on him. It was to the point that he was the only thing I had, the only person I knew, at some point he knew me better than I knew myself. I regret what I did in the sense that I relied on him too much. I wasn't mature enough to understand that I simply cannot put all my troubles and worries onto one person without getting attached to that person (that is how the previous relationship started, I related to him too much, relied on him to the point that I felt that he was the one I loved whereas, in fact, it was the exact opposite).
Don't feel dumb about what you did. It's normal that at your age we make mistakes. To be honest at all ages we make mistakes but that's no reason to end our lives. If we were born into this world, it means that we have a purpose to fulfil, a reason to be here. Taking your life sooner than destiny wanted is to miss out on happiness that will come later in life.
Let's be honest here, teenage years are never good, never easy. They are some of the hardest times to get through but you will get through it. You are strong. You are loved. Remember, mistakes are apart of life, as long as you learn from them we shall reach happiness whether it takes months or years, you will get there.
Sending love and well-needed hugs to you.
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