TIRED OF THIS WORLD

Hi, i am a college freshman, I am sick of seeing this world around me, people critising, blaming each other, every few days my father gets unnecessarily mad and sad at every one, may be the reason is unnecessary to me for him it can be his work pressure, but what will any one get by shouting at everyone and getting rude, I am sick of all this, things don't end here. in my neighborhood there is an old couple may be in there late 50s or 60s, the old uncle have a mantle disorder but his wife treats him miserably she kept him out for one whole night, poor man didn't even said a thing sat in front of his house glaring at sky, I was really sad for him, but can't do a thing I was in 10th and if I had offered him to stay at my home, my parents would have gone mad with me. Seeing all differences in the weddings and relations, my heart cries but the thing is no one cares and the world will keep revolving, I want the end of human life all these emotions are just too much, especially when you have no one to speak, don't think that I have no friends I have 3 friends but they can't help me b/c i don't open up to them, and I have one best friend too bad she can't help me either b/c she is imaginary. I created her in my mind but I know that she is imaginary. I sometimes wonder like its an online college and we meet some one they start to call us bro, how many mean that 3 lettered word 'bro', i guess they all say that b/c they want to look cool, no one of them means a letter in 'bro'. the crazy thing is my parents think that I don't care for them, the thing is I am in an Engg. course, I have to study too hard b/c everyone else is too good in there way every one have a passion but I don't, I have no talent for any thing so I need to study hard. now for those who will reading this out on a youtube video like 'tanmay bhat' and saying: "He have no idea what world is about and life holds more challenges" (think of that line in Indian accent and having a large body and averagely pitched voice)these are not the only things why humanity should end there are many reasons like racism, human's blame game, people being disrespect full to each other saying things out of anger: they forget that "what starts with anger always ends in shame".