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It is 2021, another year. I feel like ever since I started doing online school I felt more down and felt like I don't want to do anything. Everything just feels different now, Even though I don't have much experience with doing online school, it's a lot to me. I feel different, I have been crying out of nowhere almost every night with just my music on. Music is the only thing that motivates me now or cheers me up. It's the only thing that doesn't bring me down. It could just only be me that I'm being dramatic or being ridiculous but I have been stuck at my house doing schoolwork every day until 9 pm or I finish a lot earlier because I'm ahead, I do my work at night now just because it's quieter and it's more peaceful. I started to feel down ever since 6th grade, that's when I was becoming a lot older. I don't really have friends it's just people that I socialize with from school. I try to make friends but I just know that something wrong is gonna happen at some point. I don't tell my business/life to people just because I don't trust them or I don't know them enough to tell them what I feel or think. I don't even tell my family how I feel or how I think...I just lie now. I know it isn't good to lie but it's the only thing that will keep my family from not worrying about me. I don't like to be the cause of problems or have an issue. I can be different or act differently sometimes and it's okay...I think, but I am not the kind of person be telling things to people or share things or so on. I am more of a private person, I'm not good at explaining things I'm not good at being a friend that will give you attention 24/7 because you are not my number 1 priority. I'll talk to you when I can when it is the right time. I don't like it when you are my friend and you talk bad or say anything that's about another person, I just find it rude because they might be going through things, and doing that just isn't the right thing to do.....in my opinion. Nobody is gonna really read this I think, I just wanted to find a site where I can just let out my feelings even though I don't do that at all but I had to at some point. I type everything that I wanted to write down just because I want to keep things to myself. If I ever want a real friend that is actually beside me but not just that I don't want them to just give me advice to make me feel better if they ever see me down or sad...I want them to understand me that's the only way that you can really know me, know what I do, know what I think, know what I want to do. That will probably be impossible but it would be worth a try if I could find someone like that.
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