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Ever since I was little I was very happy, but as I got older I watched my older sister being abused by my mom and dad, she almost died multiple times, As a little girl I thought that is how life was, I thought you were supposed to get hit. My sister then got sent out of the u.s to marry some dude she did not even want, years later my dad beat my brother and I called the cops. He went to jail but my cousins made me lie to the police and tell them I was lying about everything. My dad hated me ever since. years would go by and I would get beat and run away a lot. I got raped at age 16 and told my best friend, who went and told my brother, I was so mad and then had to lie to my parents and say it was a lie and I made it up. everyone I ever met has backstabbed me in a way and I just deleted all my social media, My best friend of 8 years died last month, and we had just confessed our love. My older sister died 3 months ago and I feel nothing but anger. I don't feel sad anymore I just get so mad. I have not cried since they died I am just trapped in this house and I feel like no one cares about me and I just feel fat and ugly even though I'm not. My grades are good but bad at the same time. I just want someone to hug me and tell me it's okay. I live with my family but I have not spoken to my younger sister or brother in 2 years. we just ignore each other and I'm scared of talking to them. Sometimes i have thought like what if I just close my eyes and let myself drown or drink so many pills. but I never do it bc I don't want to die I just idk.
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Replyhey I'm here for u :) Ik this might sound cringe but here * virtuall hug * just hearing all this made me weak ngl. I'd squeeze out all the anger u have in yourself and just hug u cause u deserve it. Im so sorry for all of this. * virtual hug again *
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