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hi guys :) so basically i'm what people would call a "great student" or a "great kid" right.. so i was the kid in middle school who didn't care TOO much ab their grades but all of a sudden i get in high school and my grades are amazing because i guess i just needed a change of environment... my parents are black so u can probably imagine my life in middle school... in high school i thought with this new "change" they'd be proud of me but instead it's like they couldn't care less and i just feel so empty, invalid, and not important and i have nobody to talk to ab this bc my sisters literally live with me so i don't have to tell them.. they already know but i can't vent to anyone so i found this website and yeah...i have severe trust issues so that causes me to believe that if i tell anyone anything ab my real life and my true feelings they'll eventually use it against me so i don't tell anyone anything ab my problems or emotions... someone pls tell me what to do :D also i don't trust therapists, counselors, or anyone of that nature bc they'll 100% put it down on my permanent record so yeah... i hate it here <3
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lets celebrate, the new you buddy!
cheers!! :)
Replythank you so much i really appreciate you <3
ReplyYour parents may see you having a great job in the future and are resentful towards you because of this. They are black adults who maybe don't feel worthwhile in a mixed race country. Try to find a friend who you can talk to but don't tell them anything that can be used against you as people turn.
Replythank you for the perspective, I'll definitely keep that in mind <3
ReplyHey,
Ive always had issues with this too. I was scared they would judge me or use it for wrong. But I eventually found that one person, that one person who is just so pure and you can tell them anything. I hope you find that person too.
Replythank you so much for your kind words and I hope I do too :')
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