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Where am I? For I have fallen so far...
My heart has grown dark, sheltering itself in its own evil, seeking its own perverse desires, an uncaring temperament towards those who seek to aid in its healing and purification.
This day, this moment, I regret all things leading to now. Now, this exact now.
LORD, my God, my Master, my soul begs You to retrieve me, to pull me from the ashes, from the pit I dug. This emptiness is not what I envisioned, not what I hoped for, not what I wanted to live in for these last few days of my pitiful existence, the pitiful existence this world has designed for itself.
May it be Your will that I pass from this reality into Yours so that I may not experience the torture You have planned for those who refuse to turn from the path that I've lingered down so many times.
How soon shall I pass? Not soon enough.
How soon shall I enter the paradise I long for? Not soon enough.
May this day be my last, for I may not survive tomorrow.
Where am I? For I have fallen so far...
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