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I really loved you back then and I still love you alot. I know that I blamed everything on you but I really didn't know how to react ...... I never hated you , I just hated the fact that we broke up ...... I always thought that you'll be with me forever .... The day when we were going to different places , I cried alot because you were leaving..... I hated that you didn't even look back to see me just for a moment ... I holded my tears but deep inside I knew that we'll breakup . It was difficult for me when you were not around . Going to a new place and making new friends was not my cup of tea anymore .. I found everyone around me strange ... I wanted to tell you everything that happened in my school. I wanted to talk to you .But you were busy ..... I always felt that we both have the same routine since we both were in the same class ... I said that lets breakup but I wanted you to say that " don't leave me " but you said ok .... After that my lyf became hell ... Everyday I wanted to wake up as if it's a dream but as soon as I see my phone , I get to know that this isn't a bad dream ... We really broke up ... When I joined the school , I already told my classmates that I am committed and I proudly told them about you . But after the breakup when my classmates asked me about you , I didn't want anyone to know about the reason we broke up becoz I felt that will make you look bad . I had a senior in my school to whom I used to talk . After I told my friend that we broke up and I broke up with you, they judged me and thought that I broke up with you because I like my senior ..... After that I suffered from insomnia which my family know nothing about .... I was depressed and I wanted to give up everything but I just thought about my family ...... I didn't know what to do ..... My academics had a major downfall and my family was getting worried about me . One day my mom hugged me and she said that everything's fyn , I felt as if she knew that I am sad . After that I kept myself busy ..... I didn't study much and I started watching kdramas ...... But at night I was never able to hold my tears because I missed you . We always had a fight in facebook..... I got into a relationship because I was searching for a band aid . I wanted to fill the void that's there in my heart but nothing worked out and I broke up with him the next day itself ..... I was never able to forget about you .... I still love you . I blamed everything on you but I know deep inside you were suffering too ........ I always prayed for your happiness before mine and I still do that . I hope you can be happy ..... I can't move on but I will never be in a relationship with anyone other thn you .....
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Why do girls always do this? If a girl tells me "Hey I am breaking up with you" And We were committed I would be heartbroken and saying ok just shows that he was more than heartbroken, I bet now he is scared to get committed to anyone else. You were selfish. he just wanted to hurt you and show you he doesn't care because you broke up with him. Well, you have to move on now because a different town for him is like a new leaf everything is new and he isn't thinking about you, so don't think about him.
ReplyActually now he's in the same cllg as mine . And he never got into a relationship after that . You are right I was selfish but I really didn't know what to do . I was feeling empty from inside.
ReplyHe has not gotten in a relationship bc he finally noticed that he needs to focus on himself, do not think for a second that he was not sad bc he was. I'm only 18 and this happened to me like twice. Text him and tell him how u feel but do not get back to him. or blame him for anything. don't be clingy or wanting all the attention on u and don't expect him to text u bk. its not ur fault either it was just the heat of the moment.
ReplyI realised that even he was sad because of our breakup . Earlier I broke up with me and i just blamed him for everything and I know I was being selfish .... Now I am feeling guilty about everything ... Now that he's in my cllg I am noticing changes in his personality and I think he changed because of me ..... He once mentioned it in anger that "Ever thought Y I changed so much ".... And when I asked him the reason he didn't say anything ...... I saod sorry to him and I think I was being clingy .....
ReplyI just realised that I still love him but we both don't want to be in a relationship ........ I want to give some time and space to myself ..... But XYZ is not interested in relationships and he said that he'll never be in a relationship with anyone
Replywhy did u do it?
ReplyWhat ??
Replybreak up with him?
ReplyThe main reason was because he didn't give me enough time . I was the only one who kept on texting him ....... I felt betrayed ..... I was already having a hard time in the school and I wanted to tell him about everything ..... But he didn't give me enough time ....... I know I was being selfish .......
Replywhat do you mean by saying enough time
ReplyWe rarely used to talk to each other after we went to different places...... I was the only one who kept on texting him and sometimes he didn't even reply ..... That made me feel lonely .......
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