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hey...
This story is way too long, so i'm going to explain it briefly.
My life has been HORRIBLE.
I've tried to kill myself two or three times, and now i'll tell you why.
My dad is a HORRIBLE PERSON, who wanted me dead when he found out i was a gurl. So did his parents.
My grandparents (from my dad's side) never loved me.
My grandfather (from my mom's side) didn't love me either.
My grandmother (from my mom's side) Loved me a LOT, but passed away when in was 4-5.
My dad used to abuse my mom and started to do the same with me.
And all of the anger my mom had, she let it out on me, by hitting me with a walking stick and even slamming my head in the wall....
I went into depression .
My school life was horrible as well . I was continuously bullied and I had too many friend-breakups and best friend-breakups. And mostly all my "fRiEnDs" were fake as a wig...
My most recent bestie stopped talking to me because her crush told her to.....
I just turned 13 and now i really want to kill myself, but im also scared....
I just wanted to let this out.......
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That's tough, it's hard that your house isn't a home but this is a step in the right direction. There would probably be more hurdles in the future but what you did here is good, when I was younger, writing to vent helped. So keep pushing forward, wanting to just let go might seem like a better option but most of the time we just want the pain to stop, for this kind of life to "die" and for us to live a normal, peaceful life. I hope you find the strength to push forward. I just want you to know that someone understands your pain, and I hope you forge onward.
ReplyThe same fucking shit has happened to me a little worst tbh I'm 18 now and I ran away from home at 15 and I've never meant more free in my life
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