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This year i saw a guy while i was walking in school , i said to my friend :" look that guy is kinda cute " she said yeah you're right , me and my friend usually point out for the things we find beautiful in people for example their sweaters, their shoes , their eyes ...... So after that she'll sometimes be like :" look that the vute guy " and I'd joke around with her " omg yeah !" But it was just a joke back then , until i realised i had a crush on him , i started staring at him all recess ( really creepy i know ) and i had som photos downloaded from his facebook account , my bff said that she thinks i like him ..... I kept staring at him for 3 freaking months ! It was really creepy and uncomfortable for him , on january i stopped staring because i - finally - felt that I'm invading a fellow humanbeings' privacy ππ for the past week I've been thinking , do i like him ? Or do i think i like him ? Or is it just stupid teenage love ? And that i realised ... I do think i like him .... I've never had feelings for him , i just convinced myself that it is true .... And now i feel so fake , what did i cry for ? Nothing ?! Did i feel nothing ? Did i get jelous for nothing ? Am i that fake ? Am i that shallow? I invaded someone's privacy ... I can't trust my self anymore because I don't know if my feelings are true or not , is my thoughts are true or not , if anything i do is really true or not , i used to self harm last year , and I'm thinking of doing it again ...i feel as if I don't deserve anything , i feel as if this person who i call "me" is the worst ...and she deserve to be punished ... What should i do ?
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Hey dear.
This doesn't sound very easy, but there is always an answer.
Love can be confusing, but you will find it out.
To find out, you should have a personal interaction with this guy.
You won't be sure that you like him as a person until you know him more personally.
Good Luck. x
Replyno one knows what love is, every one has thier perspective, like kiling someone or killing yourself is that the greatest love definitely not..... just do the right thing whatever happens
Replyyou are human...your decisions cannot be always correct. what matters the most is that you learn something from those mistakes. im really glad you realised that staring him continually was making him uncomfortable and you stopped doing..that is really thoughtful of you.
who cares if its true love or teenage infuation.. shoot your shot and accept the answer whatever it may be. experience everything. you are not fake or phony you are you whatever it may be...the best part about it that you change whatever you dont like in you..your decisions, your thoughts, you likes, your feelings make you... and YOU CONTROL each part of it
all the best π€π€π€
ReplyThere is nothing wrong with this; everyone looks up someone online, especially someone we see on a regular basis.
Take care of your vessel - it is temporary for this journey called life. Nourish it, strengthen it.
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