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Hey friend,
How are you? I'm doing... not so great. So guess who caught the coronavirus? Me, and my mom. She caught it first but now I have it too, so that's fantastic. Lol, why am I so upset? I mean of course it's not great news, but I'm getting better. I think it's because everything seems to have gone out of control. What topic should I choose for an argumentative essay? I still haven't chosen that yet. I'm giving myself useless stress. I know it's gonna be alright eventually, even if my pessimistic brain doesn't want to admit it. We both know it isn't the end of the world and this will end and become a memory. I don't know if it will be something I'll laugh at though, it isn't very pleasant. Ah, yes I'm still a weirdo who talks to herself. I hope you're doing good. Writing to you... well it forces me to think about you haha, and the fact that you're not there anymore. But it's okay! Gotta keep that smile on my face (I'm crying hard by the way lol, I should stop saying lol I'll cringe later while reading this, and yes I'll reread it in the future because I reread things, and this is an unsent letter, how could I not). Hum, recently I read the book Warriors Don't Cry by Melba Pattillo Beals. I realized I'm not much of a warrior, I have similar traits, only a few. Maybe the fact that I'm always in a battle, or that I hide to cry (sometimes, well I try, sometimes too). But I'm not a tough warrior, I'm emotional, I don't numb myself, I'm not in a constant fear of what attack will come next. I'm not being very clear but that's kind of how I feel. Well now I don't have much to say. Oh you know, I say well too much. Let me retry that cuz it wasn't what I was trying to say. Oh you know (feels weird saying it again), I was thinking about rereading Entre chiens et loups by Malorie Blackman since it's about racism too. The original is in English so maybe we could read it together? At the same time? It would be super cool ^^ Okay I gave an honest smile now, even if it's a tiny one, tears still fighting to come out tho, but I'm the samurai so I'll win. Okay okay I'll leave you for now. I love you. Take care. Yeah and one last thing. In the end God is in control so I don't have to worry, and you don't have to worry too. Still waiting for you to kidnap me.
Alright see you
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