Current mindset

I am currently sitting at a botanical tea place. Trying to figure out what to write while I wait for assignment to load for microbiology. I have grown unsure of the particular direction that I want to head in. With so much given potential I still find myself unsure of what I need for my life. I took the leap a few months ago to learn digital entrepreneurship. I must say its been a weird journey. I've met several individuals in my life, only to find out i don't resonate with those i once connected to. I am a 23 years old. I live at home with parents, work full time at the hospital, and go to college. You can imagine how busy i am with all that i do. Often times it does get the best of me.

I am still burdened with the demons of my past. They look in the shadows trying to remind of who i used to be. A fear once again is instilled in me and i begin to forget of the positive changes. I've always seemed to have good things in my life. But how can one be truly happy if they don't understand the path they take. I try not to question my journey, but I can't help but want more. I implore any of you, who desire a change to reassess where you currently are going. Is there some sort of roadblock that hinders your thought process. You must remove those things that are no longer benefiting you. And I don't this because I think I'm better than any. I say this because I actually care for you and myself. Please learn the habits that will benefit you. With time you will see how things will change for the better.