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Laying on my bed....pretty buzzed and still drinking. I sit here thinking about the women I loved in my life and how I have no more friends. On the verge of being homeless and so broke I cant even print out a resume. I still have my Elliott Smith station on Pandora and a fat cup of red wine (followed by half a beer). Its funny cause all I ever wanted in life was a little apartment, with a girlfriend in my life, and a few good friends. I had that and never knew how easy it is to lose. Being alone for so long, it almost feels like its so easy to handle, but as years drag on and time continues......it feels like forever. I guess I just have no more motivation for anything anymore. Sadness and alcohol abuse has gotten the best of me. All I ever wanted was to love from a women that was just right for me. I guess what most guess want....fuck it.
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sounds like where I’m gonna be in a few years. Good luck to you.
(Don’t know Elliot Smith super well, but David Gray’s hitting right now in my buzzed, broken state)
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